What does maturity means? What does being a friend to me means? What kind of friend was/am I to another?

I feel misunderstood.

Instead of asking why this and that, I think the way forward, would be to ask HOW now brown cow. So how sia!?

"If you’re hurt, say it; if you’re angry, resolve it; if you’re in love; show it; if you’ve made a mistake, confess it; if you’re in need, reveal it.

· Don’t make others think they have to appear good – Accept each other in love, just as Christ accepted you – a jar of clay with chips and cracks.

 · Magnify the glory of God – Magnify the glory of God by simply being you and letting him shine through. Magnify the glory of God in others, instead of magnifying their weaknesses."

I am using the computer, sitting directly opposite my sister right now. Our table is fixed in such a way that we have to sit face-to-face to each other. But the fact is we are both facing our computers 99.9% of the time rather than looking at each other. We dont even look at each other when we talk. Sometimes she is so unresponsive, I have to MSN her to get a response.

I think I was at that stage that she is in right now. I must have been very annoying. From the looks of it, I am also STILL very annoying according to her standards. My mom and I often talk about this sister of mine over dinner. The conclusion is always, to pray for her.

My plea to everyone reading this blog right now, that if I should become a person that I ought not to be, pls put it across to me kindly. We all need reminders every now and then. And if you love someone (not just mushy romantic love), we should always not be afraid to tell someone off, nicely of course. =)

I chanced upon a local artiste/celebrity's blog. Her english was ok, as expected. But somehow she seems rather airhead, judging from the things she blog about. THen again, who am I to judge. Most pple blog for the sake of blogging, or coz there just isnt anyone to talk to, really. I was wondering, why do celebrities blog? Why do they publish their blog for everyone else to see? hmm..

I think I blog when I am frustrated. Happy moments are less captured in my blogs. I just let them pass. When I have the time to reflect on things but have no appreciative audience to share it with, I'd blog it down too. SO there isnt a specific reason as to why I blog. Therefore, there is no consistency in my blog entries. HAHA. Revelation.

Many pple go thru life pretty much the same way too, isnt it? They just exist and and live for the sake of living. I was speaking to a prospect over lunch the other day. My qs to her was, 'what are u working for?' I realised I was either frustrated with or sad for her coz she simply did not know what she was working for. I think she didnt quite expect me to ask her that. I think that qs never even crossed her mind, ever!

I was speaking to another friend the same afternoon, and she told me she doesnt know what she wants in life. Well, at least for her, she is aware of it. Thank God because I think that is a very good start already. "Seek and you shall find", babe. =)

I think I got started with this whole thing abt thinking abt my life, because I was frustrated with myself. Then I asked many qs which I eventually realised that only I could find the answers to those qs. I thank God that my eyes were opened to ask those qs in the first place. The answers, so far, have been liberating. At least I know that I do not merely exist, I was not meant to merely exist, and I am working towards living the life I was made to live. Well, there will be no end to this lesson called Life. Better late than never. =)

HAVE A GREAT NEW WEEK AHEAD, EVERYONE!!!