Recently very into Hillsong music. I am inspired to have my own record label of worship tracks. WAHAHAH

GDOP was GOOOOD! I thank God for bringing Sonia and Erin with me to the stadium today. It was so touching and heartwarming to see so many fellow Christians gather together to praise and worship. Having my mom beside me was a bonus too. I could sing all night long. I guess that's how heaven is. I'd love to go there someday, forever.

No worries I am not suicidal but realistically speaking, we will all die either before or after 65 yrs old. i.e. death is inevitable. So why fear and worry about anything at all? We all know where we're gonna end up. So let's just make the best of our time on earth. For others, esp those we love and who love us.

Speaking of death, I pray that Aidan is by the side of the Lord now. May the band of brothers stay strong together and not lose that bond they have even tho one of their own has passed on before them. May this event make them realise the vulnerability of men and find strength and peace in God. That's my hope and prayer for them.

I am also asking God to bring Cindy my sister back to reality. I have no idea what her medical mental condition is but I think it is caused primarily by self-pity. That is probably one of the most detestable characteristic anyone can have, in my opinion. It's so easy to yell at her to 'wake up! be sensible!', but I guess I could never be in her shoes and FEEL how she feels about her life. I get angry and annoyed when her condition acts up. Why doesnt she see the value of her life?! If only she could see how heartbroken Aidan's mom was at his wake. Then would she realise the value of a life in the eyes of their treasured loved ones.

It is so easy and comfortable to be angry and annoyed and impatient, esp when there is a logical reason behind it. It is a comfort zone that degenerates the soul. May I never get back in there again.