Havent been able to sleep till noon for quite some time. Felt pretty good doing that. I think I was typing away on msn yest night when I literally dozed off (head nodding away, almost dropping off the bed). That felt good too coz I subsequently fell into a very deep sleep till this afternoon.

The past week was quite eventful considering that I was inactive for one whole day coz I was down with flu. I managed to close one deal with a relative towards the end of the week. Although there were some hiccups along the way and it took a long time for me to complete the proposal online, my aunt was very patient and the deal was finally sealed. Surprisingly I didnt feel as happy as I thought I would as she signed the proposals. I think I was more delighted when she took my advice and finally decided to go with the proposed products. I thnk that's what people call, job satisfaction. =)

Today was a great day to end the week (my week starts on mondays) coz I managed to hook up my ex colleague with my manager, for the former to be introduced into this business of life planning. After the end of the session, the two were very glad to have met each other. One had an 'inspirational day', and the other was glad to be given the trust by a complete stranger and his very new apprentice. As for me, I was very happy for ex colleague, my friend. Nothing feels better than making someone's life better than it used to be. I am so proud to have these two people in my life. They are and will be great influence upon other lives. And I hope to do likewise.

I have never been so aware of my personal development. I feel I am growing everyday (not physically, although I wish I was taller) as I meet more people and situations. At the same time, I worry alot about being incompetent, slow in thinking and learning, inefficient etc. Everyday is a challenge that I wish I can breeze through. That's hardly the case. I prayed about it and on last monday, I heard a little voice in my head telling me to take it one step at a time. I also came across a bible verse telling me to 'not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself', right about the same time I was prayin about my state of constant worrying. I know God speaks to his people in many different ways, just so we can be constantly reminded of what to do and what not to do. God is great.

Right now I am thinking about how I am going to get through this coming week, but thou shalt not worry and just go to sleep. Thinking too much about my own problems is a sign of self-centeredness too. OK world, good night!