I cannot stop thinking about this word since it was mentioned in sunday's service. For the past few weeks, I have been procrastinating and focusing on hedonistic desires which are so meaningless.

I got to a point where I was so fed up with myself I just told the Lord to show me, just show me what the heck I needed to do. My prayers were answered that very Sunday. I think I am really starting to like going for sunday service. It is a good source of strength and reminder for someone like me who is highly prone to straying away...

This morning a galfriend text me saying that the Lord gave her a message and that she strongly felt that she needed to share it with me as well. It was about obedience vs sacrifice. Basically, both the above messages I got are about seeking Him every moment and second of my life. There is so much peace and joy that I am experiencing right now it feels too darn good to be true.

To think that I was on the verge of giving up this job when I managed to close only 1 case last month. I feel so silly and myopic now for even entertaining that thought. Praise be to God, I have already closed 5 cases this month, and there are up to 4 cases pending for this month. I am sho happy and thankful!

After coming outta this most recent trough, I reckon that seeking God is like buying a whole life plan, and seeking worldly pleasures is like buying a Term plan. HAHA. Occupational hazard. The former is a long term plan which is a sure win situation, while the latter is a short term solution which is the easy way out coz it doesnt cost much to get. LOL. I cant believe I just thought of that.

I think I will smile myself to sleep tonight. =)