Friday, January 04, 2008
I am quite fed up with pleasing myself all the time. I think it is normal to many pple but I have, for my entire life, been focused on making sure that I am kept happy, satisfied, financially sufficient, well-liked, recognised by pple. And I must say I am really quite fed up of disappointing myself.
My job has always required me to care and love those that I serve, to focus on their needs and financial well-being. I have never been able to accomplish that because at the end of the day, I was always worried and thinking of my own problems. I was so focused on satisfying my own needs. Maybe I shld focus on others for a change and make life more meaningful and worth living.
This shall be a conscious effort and not frivilous talk.
GO!
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@ 11:36 pm
